Change Your Heart- (The Subconscious mind and its affect on habitual thought patterns affecting actions)

Since my pregnancy, Ive realized I've lost my filter when it comes to allowing my thoughts to become action and word.  You know some things should not be said or done even if you think them.  My husband has had to deal with this and last night I had an epiphany.  It occurred to me that I had said something to him that I've though but not said in prior relationships because of the damage it could cause as well as knowing that it was a response not based on facts as much as how I felt in that moment.  I said to him " You don't care about me, no one does".  Was this true? No.  Have I said worse things? yes.  So what made this statement so important?  Because I realized it was something that has been imbedded in my subconscious mind.

I used to think that thought don't matter much when you are emotional as long as you don't act on them.  Now I realize that all thought always matters.  In this way, the hormonal effects of pregnancy have been a blessing where I thought it was a curse.  Now I know for a fact that every thought, sound, ect effects the development of the unborn child. So I can understand that this is happening to make me consciously aware of what I am feeding my unborn.  It is easy to dismiss thoughts as irrelevant when you have the discipline not to act on them.  We are taught that that ability is applaudable.  However, that teaching is wrong.  It is time for us to evolve.  Time for me to evolve.

You think based on what is hidden in your heart/ subconscious.  It is a part of who you are  whether you act on those thoughts or not.  Some of us are taught that our thoughts come from places outside of us (ie. satan, god, angels, entities, other people around us).  Though what we perceive as thought can be derived from some of those sources, there is a difference and we should stop allowing these type of teachings to prevent us from taking responsibility for our thought habits and traumatic recoveries.

Your private thoughts are due to the conditioning of your heart.  Change your thoughts.  Change your life.