Reflections of a living God in a body

7 years ago I was single, I was happy, I was healthy.  I enjoyed my time alone, which now I realize that even while I appreciated it more than most single women, it was still sorely taken for granted.   Now I'm married with 3 children and find myself dealing with some form of a mid-life crisis, if that is still such a thing.  I'm having to relearn ways to find pleasure in my daily life and ensure my own happiness.  I'm learning as I go that I was bamboozled and possibly beguiled into a lifestyle that I may not have chosen for myself otherwise.  I find myself wondering if I'm living the dreams of others rather than my own.  I am living the life I planned for myself as a masterful alchemist in life force energy, however I find myself questioning if I truly chose the route that I wanted for myself.  Did I want this for myself or is it because I was trained to believe that these things were admirable?  I have so many accomplishments and great projects in motion, yet find myself at a standstill... wading in reflection.  In a sort of elusive trance state that no one else can recognize.  Who am I?  What is it that I want?  Why am I in my own way? Can I start over? Wondering... what would it be like, knowing what I know now, to go back to those moments of solitude... days of meditation and manifestation... what would I recreate or design differently? Where do I go from here, now that I'm here?  What do I manifest next?  Why do I feel trapped in my own design?

To be continued...

The Vaccine

 Heres the thing...

     The melanin recessive species are trying to survive.  The conundrum they have is that they can't survive without us yet we are a constant threat to their existence none the less.  There is no way around it... that rock and hard place.

When I think about what is going on with Covid and the Vaccine, it brings my mind back to I AM LEGEND.  That movie Will Smith Starred in.  I think about how COVID is killing off very specifically white males.   Then I think about how more and more blacks are being killed and going missing and now the VACCINE.  In the movie Will Smith had to sacrifice himself in order to save the white race.   He was the cure to save all those devils.  It kind of makes you think about Jesus doesn't it?  Most people don't realize that Jesus is a representation of us... Children of the Sun... God's children... God's Chosen... melanin dominant huemans.   Well you know... my name is Joanna (follower of Christ), but I'm not Jesus.  I will be one with Christ and bring God's kingdom on Earth, but I will not be Jesus.  I will not sacrifice myself and my children for these beasts.  Let them die.

Stop allowing these demons to trick you into being their food.  Stop letting them harvest our organs, steal our placenta... steal our blood... in their efforts to save themselves from what is naturally occurring through divine order.  Love you!  Love us! or if you must... die with them.

Over and Out.

Soujourner Truth Day

      Per our academic Calendar, in my home, we celebrate Soujourner Truth Day on June 1st.  This is the day Soujourner Truth changed her name from her slave name to Soujourner Truth.  A fitting name for a prophet, I think.  Soujourner Truth is one the of few black leaders we get to learn a little about in history books due to her aid in the Women's Civil Rights Movement.  You only have the privilege of learning about our great black leaders in public school, if they were able to benefit European American advancement in some way.  Its important for our children and those who still think like children to know this.  Soujourner Truth wasn't just a key element in the Women's Rights Movement, but she also was very significant in the Civil War.   This great woman helped to recruit black troops to the union army.  Yes, we were used in that Army for one white man's gain against another because many of us still believed in the decency of mankind.  It was easy to do, I'm sure, if you believed they were helping to fight for you freedom simply due to it being inhumane.  However, if those who were in and established the union Army could find more benefit in Slavery, it would not have been abolished.  It's very important to understand the nature of people and to learn from the triumphs and mistakes of our ancestors.

     My favorite thing to highlight about Soujourner Truth, is that she is the first Black Woman to Win a court case against a White Man.  What is sad is that she ever had to go to court in the first place to claim her own child from a slave owner.   I think Soujourner Truth is a great historical representative for us all to study and teach our children about.  Her triumphs as well as her mistakes.  

   Something that has brought to my attention by way of a dream is that black women have a unique ability to be oblivious to danger.  I think we, more than anyone, want to believe strongly in the good nature of mankind because all of mankind and humanity can be traced back to the original Black woman.  We must see and accept people for who they are and not who we want them to be.  We want to avoid hard truths.  We don't want to hear about how Sojourner Truth was molested, raped, her children taken from her and sold off.  How she was not allowed to marry the man she loved because it was not profitable for her owner.  How her children belonged to someone else and there wasn't anything she could do to protect them.  We must began to examine the actions and interpret the intentions of individuals who may hide and harbor love for immorality.  Nothing puts our children in more danger than our inability to see and act in face of danger.  Many of us fight against our nature to not trust certain people thinking that we are designed wrong.  Your enemies teach you and preach impartiality to keep you weak and oppressed.  

   A woman in a room full of men should feel uncomfortable, naturally, because there is a degree of danger there.  Black women should perceive danger when white men approach and there is not a black man around to protect her.  Even when not in direct danger, danger is present.  I'm not saying this as a means of saying that we should be walking around in fear.  I'm saying this because too many of us are walking around oblivious and putting ourselves, our children, and each other in danger.  Know without a shadow of a doubt who your friends are and even if you have no friends at all, where your allegiances should lie for your own safety and prolonged wellbeing physically, mentally, socially, economically, and spiritually.

Motherhood

 Something Amazing happened yesterday.  There was a moment where time was non existent and I was conscious of it, while operating in time.  Let me explain that...

https://youtu.be/-bHnzWOjh94

For the last few days, I've been increasingly aware of my inner little girl crying out, desiring a mother.  To be transparent, this past mother's day was extraordinarily difficult for me.  I think I finally came to terms with and accepted the reality that I have never been mothered, never been nurtured, never been taught by a woman how to be a woman.  I've never had a woman step in and mediate for me in any way during the course of my 33years of being on this planet.  THIRTY THREE YEARS!!!!   

   There's this longing, this yearning I've always had.  I thought I was longing for a family.  Then I thought I was longing for a man/husband.  I never wanted to admit to myself, that although my biological mother was present, I was always longing for a mother.  We protect our mothers.  We protect this image and even an idea of them irregardless of how evil they might be.  It's a survival mechanism.  At 33 years of age, I no longer need my mother in order to survive.  As soon as you get beyond allowing the woman who birthed you to keep you dependent on her, and you determine to thrive without her, that psychological need to protect any false ideas of her no longer exist.  You begin to recall all those buried memories of neglect, mistreatment, and abuse.  You can admit that you never had a mother, just someone you depended on for survival.  Thank God I survived.

    I know some people will be fortunate enough not to be able to relate to what I'm talking about and others will be less fortunate in that they have not broken free from their unhealthy dependencies.  However, I'm planting this seed anyway.

      So over the past few days I've been in an in between state.  Those gifted persons will understand what I mean.  For those who don't, let's just I was in a walking meditation.  During this time I was battling with demons/malevolent thoughts that have taken root in this childhood trauma of mines that stems from having a mother who doesn't love me.  This is a trauma that you cannot just meditate away.  There's not a big enough crystal, a powerful enough healer, not enough laying on of hands to remedy it.  The trauma of an unloving mother WILL be with you for at least 1 lifetime.  Even when the miracle of healing that trauma occurs, it will most certainly leave a scar.

    While I've been in this semi eternal state of mind-- my walking meditation, trying to deal with this trauma all while trying to be true to my own duties as a woman who is married with children,   I started to feel more an more connected to my daughter in a very eternal kind of way that I can only attempt at conveying with words.  

   This past year, I have not been able to mother my children as I planned before giving birth to them.  I've had to spend more time away from them to earn income this year due to many factors preventing my husband from adequately providing for his family.  We have all been suffering and struggling to adjust.  I've become acutely aware of my children's need for me as a mother at such tender ages (1, 3, & 5). 

So a magical moment happened.  On this day, I decided, as it was convenient to do so, that I was not going to work and I would get to at least for this one day enjoy doing the things I've have not been afforded the ability to do all year, and just be mom/caretaker/home maker.   There were some errands my husband had to be sent on, which made it more like what would have been our normal dynamic in the house.  I was able to address issues with my children that I've listened in on, but could not address directly-- personal lessons they needed to have.  My daughter was exceptionally responsive to the corrections in her behavior.  I could see the immediate "oh, this is what I was missing, ok, let me fix this in myself", followed by a bit of pride once she was able to straighten herself out -- just her personality--very upright.  This is all  just in the course of a morning with mommy, which we had not had in nearly a year.   Downtime yes, but not me putting in the work necessary in the AM which is where a lot of behavioral changes have to be addressed and the mood set for the day.  I just wasn't able to.   

    So the day goes on and her and I end up spending some alone time together outside in the garden, more teaching and sharing is happening, and she is sharp!  Sharper than my environment ever allowed me to be at her age.  She just filled my heart with so much pride on this day.  My cup was spilling over with joy and pride.  She eventually got tired and was ready to go inside so we parted for a short time.  Then she came back to the door and this is where that eternal moment happened.  She looked deep into my soul and she spoke to me and said "Mommy, I need you." I said "ok, what do you need me for baby?"  She said "I just need you in the house"

    In that moment, it was as if my own inner child was crying out and I was able to answer.  I immediately stopped what I was doing, and went in the house.  She didn't need to explain what she meant.  I knew deeply that feeling... that longing... I'd been feeling it for a LONG LONG time.  No one has been able to answer for me.  Somehow, as she went on about her usual dealings and ended up napping on the couch soon after, I realized this is how I heal.  I realized it would happen in this walking meditation, being there for her-- the literal mini me.

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https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1ygoJkqX3G8

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Fear & Anger

      

The other day, my husband and I watched The Underground Railroad, a series that just released.  This is not a review, but rather a reflection that was inspired by watching such theatrics.  I took the day off and we watched the entire series before bedtime.  I have no regrets being that I'm some that appreciates theatre as a form of art moreso than for entertainment.  While many, who've attempted to watch, complained about it being another display of what is the new coined phrase "Black Trauma Porn", for the very first time, I can't disagree.  While I found "Them", another series often described as "Black Trauma Porn", to be very empowering and liberating psychologically, I cannot say the same for "The Underground Railroad".  This has a lot to do with who is writing and producing, as well as what their intentions are.  I can honestly say that "The Underground Railroad" is more of a continuation of triggering the mind by way of fight or flight while simultaneously encouraging a flight response.  "Keep Running Because You Can't Win" and other messages reaffirming lies of "White Superiority" & "White Dominance".

    It does, to my liking, shine light on the fact that many of us only overcome fear, when we are angry enough to no longer be afraid.  Righteous Indignation many times dissolves fear.  Unfortunately, without courage and critical thinking, this keeps us is a constant cycle of Fear & Anger, back and forth, without creating any substantial amount of change.  When you refuse to sit with your emotions and sit with your trauma, to fully understand it, to embrace it, you relinquish your control.  Too often, we are simply eager to return to any amount of peace, whether it is an illusion or not.  Peace is not the destination, but a symptom--an effect.  When you seek peace at all costs, you forfeit your freedom, forfeit your birthright, forfeit any REAL PEACE.  Peace cannot be had at any cost.  Peace is not something to grasp in your hands.  Peace comes from within.  Its the reward of the righteous for doing great work.  You can only have peace when you are in right standing with God-Allah-The Creator-Source of ALL LIFE.

Its Time to Bring About God's Kingdom on Earth.

Awe & Terror

 My eldest child is the strangest child I have ever encountered.  As someone who has been a nanny, tutor, taught in preschools, afterschool programs, and babysat as a teen... I've met many children.  I believe that he is purposely elusive as to remain a constant mystery.  It often frightens me.  I think of the day he was born.  I heard a voice that struck fear in my heart saying to me that he belonged to them and was not mines, reminding me of my fragile humanity.  I remember when I first laid eyes on him, fear rose in my heart, his eyes pure black and his head shaped like a God.  I was terrified.  I don't tell many how terrified I truly was in that initial moment of laying eyes on him.  I wasn't filled with love and affection, although that did come shortly after.  I remember the terror in my heart realizing that I was caring for him in my sleep and could not remember doing so.  I'd just find him on the bed next to me, full and content, although I'd last remember lying him in his crib.  I know now that this is not uncommon, since I had such a long labor, 24 hrs lasting through a night with no sleep.  However, in that moment, I was in awe and terrified.  I remember when his father finally arrived to hold him 5days later.  That is when I realized the child had a tone for me "Na" and a tone for him "Ga". I was in awe and terrified.   I've now come to accept that this what he brings to my life... this is how I will always feel when I think of him.  This is how I will always relate to him. In awe and terror.

Marcel-lei "Ra'El" Millere 

The Warrior

Born 2.11.16

Change Your Heart- (The Subconscious mind and its affect on habitual thought patterns affecting actions)

Since my pregnancy, Ive realized I've lost my filter when it comes to allowing my thoughts to become action and word.  You know some things should not be said or done even if you think them.  My husband has had to deal with this and last night I had an epiphany.  It occurred to me that I had said something to him that I've though but not said in prior relationships because of the damage it could cause as well as knowing that it was a response not based on facts as much as how I felt in that moment.  I said to him " You don't care about me, no one does".  Was this true? No.  Have I said worse things? yes.  So what made this statement so important?  Because I realized it was something that has been imbedded in my subconscious mind.

I used to think that thought don't matter much when you are emotional as long as you don't act on them.  Now I realize that all thought always matters.  In this way, the hormonal effects of pregnancy have been a blessing where I thought it was a curse.  Now I know for a fact that every thought, sound, ect effects the development of the unborn child. So I can understand that this is happening to make me consciously aware of what I am feeding my unborn.  It is easy to dismiss thoughts as irrelevant when you have the discipline not to act on them.  We are taught that that ability is applaudable.  However, that teaching is wrong.  It is time for us to evolve.  Time for me to evolve.

You think based on what is hidden in your heart/ subconscious.  It is a part of who you are  whether you act on those thoughts or not.  Some of us are taught that our thoughts come from places outside of us (ie. satan, god, angels, entities, other people around us).  Though what we perceive as thought can be derived from some of those sources, there is a difference and we should stop allowing these type of teachings to prevent us from taking responsibility for our thought habits and traumatic recoveries.

Your private thoughts are due to the conditioning of your heart.  Change your thoughts.  Change your life.

Love

Love

     This word in the english language has come to mean many things... and has varying degrees of intensity.  In other languages and cultures, the language to describe love is more developed. I've always wondered why that is.  Im sure we all have experienced various degrees of love. For many, unfortunately in our culture here in America, love has become a taboo word... a word that is fantasy and has not real value or meaning other than what is placed upon it.  My question is: Is it on purpose that no other variations of the word exist in the English language?  We all know that English is becoming "the" international language.  Is this a part of the plot to remove the conception of love from the minds of humanity?  Is it a plot to keep men in a primitive state?  There is nothing as nurturing to the mind, body, and spirit as love and unfortunately, most even in their old age are confused about its definition in our culture.  In other cultures, the different word variations for the expression make it quite clear and understood.  Other cultures do not doubt love... it is an obvious part of life for them.  I'm sure this is not true for all cultures, but most outside of European influence/colonization.

    Personally, I see this as hurting the black american (Moorish) community most as this is a category of persons who have been taught self hatred for centuries.  How can a community develop self love in a culture that does not cultivate the exchange of love at all?

    Its its highest and purest form, love is selfless.  Its the love you give/share without any expectation in return.  We all need love to survive, however we can survive without love in its purest form.  Most people in our culture will go through life having never experienced true love.  Many Religions come in to play here because a great number of people in desperation to experience this love they know should exist run to churches, mosques, temples, ect, in order to purify themselves from the corruption of the world.  What is this corruption that is spoken of?  I believe it is the loveless, primitive, unevolved nature of mankind.

Who is mankind?  That is another book in itself that many pan african scholars have spoken about.  I will not go into that in this blog.  However, those who are aware, already know what I'm inferring here.

Christianity in its pure form provides the best depiction of what it means to really love.  It gives the most comprehensive definition of the word love(in its purest form).   However many have seen its message abused by the narcissists of this primitive culture that so many are now aspiring to out of greed.  Yet even so, I've seen many transformed by the power of love, even if only in theory and in the imagination.  "For God so loved the world that he sent his only begotten son that they might have eternal life."  This is a story. No one has to see Jesus in the flesh.  All they have to do is believe in this love and their lives are transformed just from the idea that they are loved by this selfless individual who wants whats best for them.  Just think if we as human beings, really began to love one another in this way?  How would we change the world?  Instead most of live in fear, which is the enemy of love.  We like the story, we like how this imaginary love changes us... why not make this a reality in your everyday life and relationships.

   We are taught that humanity is sinful.   Jesus carried the sin of the world... Jesus was tempted... yet he ignored his base desires and loved anyway.  We can do the same thing.  The bible states this.  Yet we live in a so called  Christian society that is one of the most loveless societies on the planet.  I believe this is because people have gotten so caught up in a lie... love has become a fictional story that can only be realized in the imagination.  This is a sad reality that I refuse to embrace.  I have experienced this fictional love as well as real love (that which has been demonstrated in real time, in this life, not only in my heart/imagination).  Love in the imagination will only carry you so far... Real Love amongst souls however is transformational and evolutionary.


To be continued...

What made you go Natural?... Have you really gone?

I'm still working on truly connecting with my natural self.  A lot of people hear the world natural as a description of a woman and just think about her having a natural hairstyle.  There is a lot more to be natural or connected to your natural self than hair.  I think thats where a lot of people get it mixed up because they are so focused on the external appearances which has nothing to do with actually change mentally, emotionally, and to any great degree physically.

Here in the USA we are so far removed from what is natural that natural itself has to be redefined.  You see a food item that says natural and you still cannot trust that it was not created in a laboratory. I mean are you truly natural just because you decided not to make your hair straight?  I'm sure many women with kinky hair still put all kinds of chemicals on their hair and body to compensate for their insecurities (Made in America).   Let's not even discuss what they put into their mouths.

I mean really when was the last time you even sat outside... not at a park where the grass is cut daily and there is a built in pond and some ducks thrown in there for effect.  I mean really gone to a place that is natural and wild.  Most living here in the good ole US of A cannot say that they have... so lets stop with this natural fad... and replace that word with authentic... then we will see who's really real.

1love

Inspired by...

Parapsychology

     Lately I've really been playing around with the concept of thought transference and the idea of what separates Telepathy from Schizophrenia.  I often have people message me or desire services from me that are obviously psychotic or schizophrenic. Due to the fact that I do not have a degree in psychology,  I most likely will turn this people away.  I do understand that what I do is very similar to that of a professional psychiatrist.  I've actually been very inspired by many psychiatrist.  It was a psychiatrist who taught me to distract my conscious mind while allowing my subconscious to heal itself, which it will do.  This is what makes meditation so relevant.

Personally, I am able to hear voices. I hear when people think loudly around me and I most certainly hear the thoughts of those I care about.  I know that what I hear is real by the many confirmation that I receive from those around me. Like hearing something said before the person speaks or hearing someone answer my question before I ask it or even communicating on a regular basis with friends who also have a heightened psychic awareness.  So whats the difference then between me and the guy even I would deem "crazy"?

I'v been considering a degree in parapsychology so that I can study this for myself.  Currently my hypothesis is that the have not gained a level of psychic understanding and control that would allow them to manage these voices and find their own.  My observations have also brought me to believe that these individual are possibly to open to external psychic influences with no strong hold over their own mind and possibly being energetically booted out of their own bodies at times.  Of course I would need to study people diagnosed with these two things quite a bit more as well as the many phenomenons I know to exist in real time such as telepathy and outer body experiences.

Other than evidence, what is it that makes an individuals experience real and another's an illusion?

Just something to think about for a while.

Just Writing

My life is amazing. However, that's not what I'm going to write about. I'm writing because I want to express my mind in a way that may seem awkward if I were not writing because people never think or converse that deeply in day to day life. Who made up grammatical rules anyway? Who said that they had the best way of speech and communication? Did they study the mind? What makes them an expert? Maybe I'm the expert. Maybe I'm the expert at everything that I do. Who else can be an expert at being me?

I've realized that it doesn't matter what I write as long as I write.

Who can judge what is writing and what is not? Did they create the skill itself and decide what to name it? What did the creator have in mind? Do we know? Maybe writing is simply a way to communicate thought in a form it can be understood with the eyes, yet requires very little movement with the body. Maybe it is a more effective communication style because it leaves very little to interpretation. Does writing stunt creativity? I always feel more creative when I am writing. Maybe it is a way for the ego and the spirit to find peace and harmonious being within one body.

Who Are You?

     Letting things flow naturally can prove to be a difficult challenge in western society where everyone seeks to present an image of being in control, on top, perfect.

     It has become a recipe for robotism instead of organic divinity.  A lot of times we focus on our lives in a way that contributes to this roboticism… we seek to change things and manipulate our environment to produce change when the greatest change factor is to focus inward and project from the essence of who you are.

     When you began to project from that place of security and acceptance of the nature of things around you-- everything begins to shift according to who you are.  The question is…

 Who are you?

Patience

Patience is a virtue they say...

virtue |ˈvərCHo͞o|

noun

1 behavior showing high moral standards: paragons of virtue.

• a quality considered morally good or desirable in a person: patience is a virtue.

• a good or useful quality of a thing: Mike was extolling the virtues of the car | there's no virtue in suffering in silence.

• archaic virginity or chastity, esp. of a woman.

That being said it would be fitting to reflect on whether or not your standards are low for yourself anytime to you find that you are having difficulty being patient.  This is an interesting concept for me being that I often struggle when it is time for me to be patient for things.  Lately though, it has been a constant lesson... ultimately I'm really discovering that it is a matter of raising my standards.  When you haste or prioritize convenience it comes with a cost.  You are always paying in quality in one way or the other.    So the next time you are feeling impatient about something ask yourself if the sacrifice in quality, in order to have whatever it is that you want to happen right now, is really worth it.

Peace, Love, & Light~

Godis Nanu

www.beautifulnanu.com

Magnificently YOU

Its okay to be misunderstood.  To be misunderstood means that you are unique.  It means that one must go beyond surface level bullshit to see the beauty that is YOU.   Maybe this means that people will be frustrated and it may mean that you will even lose many "friends", but you have to keep in mind that these are simple minded people.  Only another genius will have the fortitude necessary to appreciate and value another great unfathomable mind.  Only another genius will accept your limitless self.  So continue to be limitless.  Continue to be misunderstood.  Continue to be the geniusness that is magnificently YOU.

Godis Nanu
www.beautifulnanu.com

Paradigm Clashing

     What is a paradigm clash you ask?  Its when people of very different paradigms meet.  A paradigm is the way you experience the world around you based on your thought patterns, desires, beliefs, emotions, reactions, ect.  So when you meet someone whose paradigm does not agree with the truths in your paradigm, you clash.  Think of it as two substances coming together.  The two paradigms may mix well and turn into a whole new paradigm OR they may not mix well at all and, like oil and water, one may have to totally shift to be the other or they will never mix.  So can oil become water?  of course if you like.

    As humans we are magical creatures and this is the paradigm that I live in.  I can create whatever I want whenever I want, if I truly want to and have the energy to do so with simple thought formation.  I believe that every person on the planet can do the same things that I do.  I live in a wonderful & very magical world and have done so since a young age.  What I've come to realize however is that everyone does not live in nor accepts this paradigm.  Does that mean that the reality I live in is false, that I'm crazy or delusional?  No.  However, every time you encounter a person that does not live in your paradigm, it threatens your paradigm because EVERY TIME, you are faced with the choice of shifting your paradigm, shifting theirs, or simply agreeing to live in very different paradigms.

   So now that we all are conscious of this because now I have explained it to you as simply as I know how, you can make conscious decisions about what you want your paradigm to be and how you want to respond when you meet new people.  Ultimately when you decide that you will not shift your paradigm to accommodate other people, you begin to repel people that are a part of that paradigm and attract people whose paradigms are more similar to yours.  So even down to your relationships, you are in control.

    SURE, mastering all of this make take some time and some more knowledge of self.  Thats what I'm here for ;) www.beautifulnanu.com   BUT TO THE REST OF YOU MASTERS OUT THERE…

LIVE THE LIFE YOU WANT TO LIVE.

With love,
Godis Nanu

Master of Today

  Often, intrinsic happiness is dependent on ones ability to let go of the past and move forward in life.  Most people have a few things or more that they can ponder on in regretfulness, but why ponder on mistakes?  If you have a lesson that you have learned, take that lesson and move forward.  Beating yourself up about a situation is not healthy communication and self love.  You don't deserve that.  You are a human being and human beings make mistakes.  I don't care how many mistakes you have made in your life, you have the right to happiness and love.  You have the right, no, YOU ARE OBLIGATED, to love yourself unconditionally.  To appreciate yourself because even in your mistakes, I'm sure you wanted the best for yourself.  What matters is only that you move forward.  Your present is the only moment that matters and contributes to your future.  The past has already happened.  Its already had its moment of glory.  Now its time for you to shine in the present.  Glorify the present moment.  Demonstrate your strength, wisdom, beautify, resolve, resilience, prowess, power, and grace NOW… don't worry about what you have done.  Yes there are consequences and you deal with them, but ultimately as long as you have breath, you have opportunity to change.  Change for the better.  Let that change start with you letting go of the past, you letting go of the guilt, letting go of the pain, letting go of the regret and moving forward a light as the light that you truly are.  A new day is always a new opportunity to create a new reality.

You Are The Master of Your Today,
Godis Nanu
www.beautifulnanu.com

Thought Awareness

     Perhaps, one of the most difficult habits to change are habitual thought patterns.  This occurs when one calculates that A+B=C, however  most SITUATIONS in life are not quite that simple nor black and white.   Most habitual thought patterns are not based on all of the facts to be considered in a particular situation and are moreso based in past experience(s), a bruised ego, fear, or its being used as an aversion to taking responsibility in ones life.  Sometimes these calculations are not based in reality at all and are simply stimulated by some type of trigger in the environment.

     This topic can be one of the more difficult ones to discuss do to the involvement of the ego and its reluctance to change.  Even to the most sporadic individual, internal change can be very difficult, especially as one progresses in age.  The ego will fight against progressive change even if it is consciously desired, simply because evolving equates to becoming more spiritual/divine, which equates to being less ego centered.

    Lets not give ego all the credit however as some of these thought patterns can stem from old wounds acquired in this life or a past one.  Either way, these thought patterns need to be identified and dealt with accordingly.  This can be done in many different ways depending on the issue at hand. Affirmations, Reiki, Crystals, Past Life Regression Therapy, Meditation, Visualization, Counteracting thoughts, & ect. all help aid the process of changing these habits.
   
     Now identifying habitual thought patterns that are affecting your life in unpleasant ways will pose a more difficult task for most readers, as many of these go unnoticed.  A great signifier of this are the emotions.  Are you experiencing unpleasant emotions or unpleasant life experiences?  THEN YES you are dealing with habitual thought patterns that are affecting you in an unpleasant way.  Emotions are going to be your greatest signifier.  Follow the emotion all the way back to the thought it's stemmed from and most likely you will discover "that thought" that keeps plaguing your life and happiness like a thorn in your side that you cannot reach.

    Often when there is a deeper spiritual issue like a crystallization in the energy body that has not been dispersed and dealt with or some type of blockage within the chakra or possibly even overuse of a chakra in particular, it may require extra assistance to deal with the issue at hand.  No matter how small or extreme you think the issue may be, if you need assistance, I'm here to help-- beit through spiritual life coaching, a clairvoyant session, or past life regression therapy-- nothing brings me more pleasure than the healing of humanity.

Whatever the case, please identify those thought patterns keeping you unhappy in life, address them, heal, and develop a healthier way to be.

YOU CAN…
Master Your Alchemy,
Godis Nanu
www.beautifulnanu.com

Its All On You

     Love is an amazing adventure.

     As beings of light filled with such great untouched potential, we have the capacity to create the type of world we want to live in.  Sometimes this requires action, but many times it only requires thought mastery and spiritual knowing.  Some will tell you that you are what you think.  Others will tell you that you are what you eat.  Both are true.

     We are in a crucial point in history here in  North America where the cooperation US of A is currently falling from its power and losing its respect from the people who have long been sleep and unaware of its great corruption and schemes.  But then again I  could be wrong.  People choose what they want to focus on and they choose what they want to change.

     Many people are being stifled by fear of one sort or the other.  They choose to do things they don't want to do or decide not to do things they want to do because the fear in their hearts/minds have stifled them.  We each have a choice how we want to react to information.  You can take it in as information and continue on your path or you can allow it spark emotion or even to control you next actions.

YOU NEVER ALLOW NEW INFORMATION TO KEEP YOU FROM PURSUING THE REALITY YOU WANT TO EXPERIENCE.

Where there is a will there is a way.

     Yes collective consciousness is something that affects all of us. Some of us stay stuck because of it and some of us rise above it. Either way, when it comes to your reality, your future, your present, and your life, YOU are the greatest influence.  It is 80-90% YOU creating your own experience.  Its true that we don't have control over other people or all the many things that are going on in the world that affect us in some way, however you have control over you and how you deal with it.

     Maybe you are like me and come from a childhood of abuse and neglect, but guess what?  Its simply a choice of saying, "I will not allow this into my life experience anymore.  I will experience love.  I am open to love in its various forms.  I am love.  I am loved."  and actively creating that reality for yourself by no longer allowing yourself to be abused and no longer neglecting yourself.  PERIOD.  May people still come along wanting to abuse you?  SURE.  EVERYONE experiences that, but guess what you have the choice to allow it into your life or not.

Bringing Inspiration & Empowerment,
Godis Nanu
www.beautifulnanu.com

BEING

     One of the hardest, yet most rewarding activity is to "be".   In order to BE, you have to let go of your you need to DO.  This is likened to living in a state of meditation, guided by your intuition, motivated by that which is true to your heart.  This way of BEING is so simple, yet seems so difficult do to the lie most of us have embraced as truth.  Some of those lies are:  I have to WORK HARD.  I have to STAY BUSY.  or any of the number of things that keep you STUCK thinking IN A BOX rather than living a fulfilled life.
    When you learn to BE, you begin to align yourself and tune in with the UNIVERSE.  You become ONE with it again in your very UNIQUE way.  This allows everything to flow easily and almost effortlessly in your life.
    Does this mean you will sit in one place all day everyday in mediation while all these things are brought to where you are sitting?  No, Don't be Foolish.  Whose heart and intuition would lead them to just sit in one place anyway?  Thats not living.  This is about living to the FULLEST.  Its about being so in sync that, like the rest of nature, you take appropriate action or non action at the appropriate time to bring about desired results.  This is called BEING in the flow.
   I can't imagine how many times I've been an inch away from magnetizing/attracting that which I desired, but interfered with the process by panicking, anxiety, or fear which caused me to move out of that place of BEING and into a place of DOING.  Don't do that to yourself.  You deserve better.  You deserve to be HAPPY.

Just BE in the flow,

                             Godis Nanu
Spiritual Life Coach-Healer-Teacher-Writer-Artist        
                   www.beautifulnanu.com

Can you SEE IT!?

In this world we have been conditioned to live life in a masculine way.  We rationalize our decisions and make life choices not based on the future we want to experience but what we have limited ourselves to believing is possible.  It is rare that anyone lives from the heart these days.  Our minds/hearts are not longer open to possibilities and opportunities and as a result we lead lives that are contrary to our God-given desires.  We live in fear instead. We are guided by fear instead.  We see all the unpleasant things that can happen to us instead of envisioning all the opportunities we may come across.  We create this unpleasant reality with our thoughts because we were taught that is the smart way to live.  Yet no one who lives that way ever reaches their potential in life.  So instead of quitting that job or putting in that notice or taking that trip overseas, we play it safe… we forfeit our happiness and fulfillment… we choose to believe the lie that we cannot create a better reality for ourselves.  We choose to believe the lie that external factors have more power over our lives than we do.

ITS A LIE!!!!! CANT YOU SEE IT!!!!!

You are the most influential force in your life.  YOU choose what happens.  YOU choose what the possibilities are the moment you decide that something is possible or impossible.  "IMPOSSIBLE"  only exists when you allow it to.  "Never" only exists when you allow it to.  Don't allow the world to impose its "No" or its beliefs on you, You impose your "YES" and your beliefs on the world.  FOCUS YOUR THOUGHTS ON WHAT YOU WANT!!!!!!   Because you CAN have it.

Believe in your own power,
Godis Nanu
www.beautifulnanu.com