Say Something

You ever want to say something, but your will does not align.... I could say alot of things, but still I have nothing I want to say right now although I want to say something

Have you ever experienced this?

I should write a poem to perform tomorrow night.
or Make some more earrings for inventory, but I only want to place 2pair in the shop

If she's buys them wholesale... good, but if not ... that's less time that I've waisted.

Its nice outside and Asheville has the most beautiful trees in the world.

I want to take a nap.
I hope Nia Yaa is going to do this video with me today
Either way I'm chill
I'm learning to just chill and go with the flow of the Universe.  I need to implement that more in my life-- not allow this superficial intelligence to run me into the ground because it will if you allow it

I realizing that I don't have to give into the ways of this world as we know it controlled by Europeans and Euro-centric views... culture destroyed and tainted by colonialism ... I'm returning to self... to nature... and the natural order of things... depending on the abundance of the Universe... constantly reprogramming.

I am successful in this.

One day... men will do my bidding :)

Well, I missed posting a blog yesterday because of everything that was going on.  Scheduling sessions, answering questions, and traveling to my next destination.  Oh and I can't forget the cramps... yes its my moon time... Some say a woman should only relax during this time.  I don't have time for relaxation.

Anywho... I'm just rambling.

I've realized its really difficult to engage in all this mundaneness we call life when I'm on my menstrual... I probably should just relax a bit... take a nap... watch a show.  Meditate, do some light yoga.

I don't know what to say... I hope I'm not judged too harshly by my rambling.

I wish when my cycle came on I could just lay around all day and have men do all my bidding.  I guess I could, if I didn't have my present self imposed limitations to keep me from doing so. hmmmm


One day.